Current mood:	Erg.
Current music:	Mocking bird -Eminem

Not my day
Today has just not been my day. Yesterday my dad's girlfriends son came over from England. His name is Paul, and he scares me. His mom, Julie is all happy that hes here because she hasn't seen him in six months and all that jazz. Quite frankly, I couldn't give. I'm still not very happy that heres here. While I was brooding over that, I was having two conversations with Chrissy and Kels. Chrissy was having troubles with Chris a long term friend who had seen a picture of her and was aroused by it. o.0 He was trying to cyber with her, and freaking us both out as she was copying and pasting some of his comments to me. I was trying to give her advice.

She finally told him off and I was glad. I had told Kels about it and she mentioned how Chrissy liked me better then her. I told her Chrissy had known her longer, but Kels just ignored me. I tried pleading with her after she had ignored be for 10 minutes. Maybe 45 minutes later she snapped at me. She had been on the phone and had said brb. I never got the message though. She signed off when I told her she didnt have to snap. I went away to cut. Apparently she came back on and IMed me. She thought I had deleted her from the guild and such. I was closing it because I didn't want the responsibility.

This is what I wrote her when she came back online.

I'm sorry. I never got the messages. When you copya nd pasted them to me was the first time I saw them. I swear. -cries-
I never blocked you from the guild. I'm closing it. I wrote that on the front page, and made it private so I wouldn't have to deleted everyone again if they decided to re-join.
I am so sorry. I don't want you to hate me. You sorta have to admit, its not my fault I didn't get the message. -cries- I'm sorry Kels. But if you hate me I understand.
-turns off sad music but continues to bawl-
I have changed my msn name. Message me if you want to know it. If I do not tell you, I do not want you to know. Toodles. says:
Rina...I'm not mad at you. Really, I'm not. I was kinda pissed at a friend, and that got me in a horrible mood. I'm so so sorry.
../Rina+ -cries- I can't do anything right! says:
-cries more- I'm sorrier.
I have changed my msn name. Message me if you want to know it. If I do not tell you, I do not want you to know. Toodles. says:
-loves-
../Rina+ -cries- I can't do anything right! says:
-loved- -sniff- -loves back-
I have changed my msn name. Message me if you want to know it. If I do not tell you, I do not want you to know. Toodles. says:
-what she said-
../Rina+ -cries- I can't do anything right! says:
-hugs-

Apparently she has forgiven me, ut I wonder whats coming next.